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[Wednesday||September 26th, 2007 @ 10:41am] |
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Have you ever disliked someone for really no apparent reason? You really dont know why you dislike them, you just do. I think for me it is because I'm always being compared to them even when we really have nothing in common. It just annoys me soo much!!! And I know that they are really great people and I do have fun with them but they bother me soo much. I dont get it, my thoughts are soo confusing. Some people know that they bother me, but its a wierd type of bothering. Like, I Love to hang out with them, but then at the same time they get on my nerves. I always have fun with them, it is never boring when we are together, but I guess its just when they actually arent around that they bother me. I dont know...I think Im just crazy.
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[Thursday||April 19th, 2007 @ 3:48pm] |
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i was just there to keep company until the others came back...
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[Friday||March 16th, 2007 @ 5:44pm] |
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ok so im on myspace and see that i have a new message. i click on it and it was nothing so i deleted it. but then i realized that i had like 3443 pages of old messages and decided to read them. and im not gunna lie...im a little depressed now. ive never truly realized how true the following saying is until now "you never now what you have until you lose it." ya i have lost some things and some relationships but they never really hit me as hard as this one just did. we were best friends, him and i. nobody really knew it but we were. i talked to him more than i talked to adam...there were even times when i was upset that i would call him instead of adam. he was ALWAYS there for me and i was ALWAYS there for him. it didnt matter the situation or what it was about but we were always there for eachother. we had so much fun together and so many good memories. sometimes i cant help but to look at a picture of him and wonder how he is doing or if he is ok. if there was one thing i would want him to know its that i meant every single word i wrote to him in that letter i gave him. but as i sat here reading these messages on myspace i couldnt help but start to cry. they just brought back so many good memories that could never be replaced. and it sucks now cus everything is so awkward between us...i hate it. i only have one regret in my life and that is getting into that fight with him and practically losing him forever. i just needed to write this down...it always helps me.
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[Tuesday||January 23rd, 2007 @ 3:16pm] |
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So i dont know the last time i had so much fun. This weekend was crazy, yet fun. Im quite tired from it...and yes it is already tuesday...but i dont regret a thing...haha. Its soo good to have a friend like Alisha that you can hang out with for days, be yourself, and never get sick of eachother. If it wasnt for her i dont know what i would do. I know that this past weekend would have never happened. Any way i just needed to say that. Oh and some words of wisdom...when you leave a drink unattended always check it when you come back. And always make sure to have your story straight so you can tell someone what you did when they ask. And if you like someone elses boyfriend be cautious cus you never know what is coming your way...lol. This weekend was fun!!!!!!!!!!!!! (Friday will be fun too!)
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[Saturday||January 13th, 2007 @ 3:57pm] |
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its amazing how one thing leaves and can change your life...mine is so stress free cus of that one thing and i love it!!!!!!!!!!!!! im lovin life!
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[Wednesday||May 11th, 2005 @ 8:56pm] |
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I like turning beet red...<3
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[Thursday||April 28th, 2005 @ 12:54pm] |
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